Hard to find words...

[Ironhide]

Well I do not know how to start with this, but I have to explain a lot in this topic...

First of all, I was a really big asshole in the last months, to many of you.
And I want to quit with this and aplogize to everyone in TX and the RepCom comunity,
I think I really was the biggest asshole here you could ever imagine...

Puuh.. what should I say next, there are many things, finally I though about restarting my RepCom career,
in total, but my main point was stopping being an asshole and flaming.

Hardest thing now, to achieve this I created another account, Dc-17 you was right, I was Azura,
and to start this lie, was my biggest mistake I ever made in gaming, I deceived
me, VAsH, and the whole comunity, whole TX, and finally I decided to say the truth, to everyone, because of several reasons.

As you may see, I made many mistakes, but you may see as well that I changed a lot,
I already stopped being an asshole, I stopped flaming, and crying, I just sopped everything what was wrong, or at least I gave my best to stop it.

What should I say now, asking for another chance here? That is dumb, and you may think "Oh my god, no." but please, read this all and think about it, did not I changed as Azura? And I can do this as well as Ironhide and achieve what I tried as Azura, stay forever in TX and get friends here.

I would be very happy to know your true opinion about this all.

EDIT: It was no multiclaning!

[krauser]

I'm also sry about this guys..

When Ironhide told me that he wanted to do a completely new beginning, without flaming, without bad behaviour, I wanted to help him. We decided to create a new character, which is the "Azura" you know now (cause it's easier as Azura without having bad background-stories). And I knew from the beginning on that he was Ironhide, which means that I lied to you all. Everything you know between Azura and me is simply lied...

Ik that it was very disrespectful, but I can't switch back and do it the right way now. All I can do is to tell you what I did and make it better next time..

I'm very sorry about this and I can understand it if I lose your respect now... especially cause I'm a highranked person and was able to use my powers to help him to join. (and to betray you all even after 2 years)

But I want you to know that I won't do this again and I feel bad with this... so I had to tell this.

PS: Vash gave him another chance here, he needs 3 votes to join (I can't vote here).

[Vash]

This is actually a really dissppointing thing of you both and it shocked me for a while. But I decided to give Iron another chance in TX, because my feelings tell me that he deserves it. We talked long about it and I think Ironhide is really ready to close the door of his older history. He's performing a completely new life in this community and he hopes that people will forgive him. I do.

Therefore I allowed him to post another application for TX, where he will need three votes to join. Krauser is not allowed to vote and I won't. It's up to all the other Gens to give him another chance here.

I wish you goodluck with your future, Ironhide.

[Jones]

When I first met Azura I liked him from the start. He's a very good player . But that's not what I liked most about him. I liked his attitude, and personality. I didn't know "Ironhide" so I don't know how he changed. But I do know is that he deserves a chance. Especially if all he did was try to change without prejudice. I support you all the way man =)

[Ironhide]

Thanks Vash, for at all, nice words, for what I have done I expected a much worse answer.
And thansk to KrauseR, that you do not hate me now because that all was my idea.
And also thanks to Jones, for your support.
I really appreciate your help and my last chance, but before I decide wether I will post another application or not, I need your serious opinion about me, and maybe about my new and old behavior, you may have noticed.

[krauser]

And thansk to KrauseR, that you do not hate me now because that all was my idea.

It may was your idea, but I supported it which means it's my fault aswell..

But ye, lets see this as a new start, as Ironhide now :)

[Numb]

I feel that you deserve another chance, as well. After all, you have changed into a player who's really an example to everyone of us. I don't know if this was th right way to do a come-back, but whatever, I feel that you should have another chance here.

@ Krauser: I guess we all know that you've been a very close friend to Ironhide. Therefore, I accept that you wanted to help him. I think many people could've thought about the same thing. It's dissapointing the way you sorted it out, but atleast I can understand you.

If I was able to vote, I would do it, buddy.

[Ironhide]

Thanks a lot for the nice words nUmb, you are a well respectet person in TX and it means a lot for me what you said.
I am not sure on my own wether I would give myself another chance if I would be a highranked TX member, but I hope you do, I changed completely.

[Whitewolf]

Hätte es eine Entschuldigung denn nicht getan?
Dafür hättest du ja nicht deine Identität ändern müssen...
So unbeliebt warst du glaube ich auch nicht, das dir niemand verziehen hätte, bzw. habe ich das zumindest nicht mitbekommen (bin ja inaktiv in RC).
Obwohl ich dich nie wircklich kannte, habe ich doch von Leuten gehört, das "Azura" ein echt netter Kerl ist.
Ich hoffe, du versuchst dein Verhalten nicht komplett zu ändern, ein paar Macken hat schließlich jeder von uns (siehe Whitewolf )
Dein Text hat mich auf jedenfall überzeugt und ich wünsche dir, falls du wieder in TX kommen solltest, einen guten Neuanfang.

[Judge]

Wow... I didn't expect that from you. The best way to get a new chance in a community is to ask and to prove it, not to lie to everyone. That said, this 'Azura' profile shew us a new player with a quite different behavior compared to the old Ironhide.
Vash gave you the opportunity to post an app once again (what is an exception after 2 leaves), now it is up to you to prove to us that you deserve a new chance. I am not going to vote for the moment, I will just see what the Generals do.

Good luck getting in.

[Ridley]

This doesn't shock me as much as it may does other people, because I am inactive in RepCom anyways, but this still is a bummer.
I never talked to Azura or played any matches with "him", but I heared what people said about him in TS and that he was supposed to be a nice guy. I think you really deserve that second chance.
I always knew your nice side, since we didn't have much, if any, problems in the past. It was just a matter of to whom you showed this nice side, which unfortunately were not all that many people.
Anyway, do your app, earn the votes, and let's play some EE

[Acer]

Hm I didn't know that you're so skilled Iron ;-)
Samo got denied, while he applied for the 3rd time. You apply also the 3rd time, I don't know if it's fair
But since Vash and Judge trust in you it's a big advantage, which Samo hadn't. Gens will vote.
GL!

[Lethal]

woah

was not expecting that

well i believe that if u can show that u can be a nice person to everyone ..u shud have a chance to get in
i didnt have problems with u iron anyway..but many others did..and knowing now that u betrayed them as well as hurt their feelings in the past may affect their judgement of you. however i supported samo in getting in a 3rd time and i shall do the same with u

gl

[Ironhide]

Thanks for your support in this guys, and I know it was a mistake to create another account,
and finally I am rather happy that everyone knows it now.
And before I would write an application I will try to get some more feedback, wether it would be expedient to post an app or not.

[SAMO]

I had problems with you from the start, but now you are a good friend. Hope ur 3rd app with do well.