Some of you may have seen this coming, some others may not care and the rest will be surprised I guess. With this I will go inactive, arround forums, ingame and XFire, no matter which one it is. Just to make sure you guys do not get me wrong, I am not leaving. I know the consequences of my decision, all of them, but this step is necessary for me. I know I will not be a Commander of the Modern Warfare 2 Division anymore, I know I will not be able to take the Command Council spot I currently have and I also know there is no chance for me developing as much as I did during my TX carreer. I think you guys want to know why I have taken this decisions, the reasons are pretty easy:
I spent a lot of my freetime I had in TeamXtreme, my boarding school made my life busy enough, then there are my sport clubs, my girlfriend and well my school. Lets say I was a kind of "TeamXtreme addict", if there was anything to do / organise at any time I did it. No matter if I should have phoned my girlfriend (yup, she was well pissed.)
or learn for school. It was not able for me to concentrate decently when I knew there is something to do. Maybe it was the will to prove my maturity and that I have changed in past. That
I am not this kind of lad people like Vash are remembering, I told Hasero once I wanted to step into his footprints (this aim was reached earlier then I though), but I did not stop there
then it was Ironhide, my respect to all of those people was so high that I aimed to be once a famous TeamXtreme members, I wanted to be remembered (like Shakur, Lethal, Hasero, Storm, Ironhide, Timbo,Steel,etc.). I want to make a clear cut, this will make things easier for me, I really have to concentrate more on my reallife, I doing my Abiture (compareable to the a-level) right now, that means every single mark counts and to be quite honest I am not happy with B's. I have to spend more time with my girlfriend, sounds weird for you guys, since we barely talk about other relationships than Geniuz vs. ACP here, but well thats truth and I also have to spend more time with my friends, even if they supported me fully during my TX time. I spoked long enough about me and my shizz now, some last words to some really special persons:
Vash
Cheers,
Lionheart